Hello, back after some pause from blogging. I'm not sure who still reads my blog, but it doesn't matter. This blog is meant to express how I feel towards certain stuff.. And this post is dedicated to those who care alot abt me, especially my class boys? <_< Lols. No, I shall not use "LOL" because this post is supposed to be sad eh? Sighh... Yes that's right.. Use "sighhh".

Life sucks. I really regretted doing certain things, and of course, I also regretted not doing certain things. To be frank, life is good, if you have no regrets. All I wanna do now..is to live without any regrets..and hope the best for me and those who care abt me.

Regretted doing:
I ponteng'ed SJAB.
I started DotA.
I regretted doing things that would hurt ppl and myself.
I regretted being self-centred.
I regretted being selfish and petty.
I regretted making wrong friends; be it schoolmates, or BNet friends.
I misunderstood my class boys in the past, and treated them like enemies, but I really hope to make up for whatever I did to them.
I didnt do my best for anything in the past, not even put in a single effort.
I did many bad things in the past; like AWOL, failed tests cos didnt study, niaoed ppl.

Regretted not doing:
I regretted not study hard.
I regretted I didnt ask Sir pialeong for a chance to stay in SJAB.
I regretted making wrong friends and get myself screwed up. I dont really blame them, because I had also influenced them, in a way or another, negatively. All I hope now is that they can improve, so can I, and hope that they dont blame me for whatever wrong things I've done in the past.
I regretted not preparing for prelims long time ago.
I regretted not asking people for the truth.
I regretted not being magnanimous.
I regretted not being able to put down the hate.
I regretted not being able to understand fully what I'm studying about due to the lag of time.
I regretted not doing many things. I know whatever I'm gonna do now can never make up for that, but I really hope God will give me a chance.



Once again, life sucks, esp when you have regrets.

I got A2 for my Chinese. I didn't really put in much effort in studying, but who else can I blame now? A2 does not help me in my L1R5 because I do not have only bonus points to minus from, and I terribly need A1s for 6 subjects, which would allow me to go VJC, I hope.

Sighh.. I am gonna mug hard, and wont touch the comp after today. I swear...


Okay, before I sign off, I would like to apologise to those who care about me, for my nonchalent attitude and asshole style. I really hope you all can forgive me, and tell me, YOU CARE FOR ME! Lols.


I hope all of you do well for prelims and o'lvls, and I hope I can persue my dream to be a VJCian. GOODLUCK ALL!


WeNGy signing off,
love your life,
live without regrets,
muacks!

{/9:08 PM}

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