"the m1 customer that you are calling, is not responding. please try again later. thank you"
sia lah. the "later" will be like 20 hrs later.



lmao. So, I actually woke up in the middle of the night to go toilet, then thought of playing dota, but i guess i got my reply liao. =X NO SRY IM SLEEPING TY TY




okay, first day of cny this yr was special. my relatives talked to me abt my future. sighs. even the most nonchalent person on earth like me will be bothered to care abt certain stuff sometimes, eh? AND HOW THE HECK THEY KNOW THAT I PONTENG'ING SCHOOL! sia lah. i sense some pre-converation btwn them and my parents. OH WELLS! so we talked abt what schools to go, what subs to take, what happened to my olvls and stuff like that. aiya, talking abt that, im v regretted lor. took up books in late auguest, read, then realized not enough time, so used the fastest way, which is photographic memory, which sucks cos i didnt use it for many years. and i hope i can get into jc during tt time. sia lah. oh wells. certain things are unexpectable, so live with it.


but of course. if u are living ur life thinking that everything has been planned for you, no doubts ur life will be boring. so i've decided to walk the path ahead doing what i think shld be done etc. once bitten twice shy, im kinda glad that i made this mistake at o'lvls. woots.





a lift ride that will raise me up to the skies and float on heaven, or stay among the commoners and climb up the stairs to the top, or create my own utopia within them? i wonder which path to choose.


fame, honour, pride, opportunities, good companies(i believe T.T). if im going after those, i will go after the first one. being at the top is definitely something to be proud of, i guess? but overly crazy over such stuff will eventually lead to downfall of mankind.


sanity, knowing abt the truth in this society, greatness, sense of achievement, "hardworkingness". if i wanna retrieve these qualities that i've lost, theres only one way. which is to go for the latter one. i really wonder if i can really climib the stairs even if i've chosen the latter one.


some things in life cannot be anticipated, neither can they be avoided. one cannot predict fate, neither can one escape fate. but if we were to blame fate for everything and anything, then i guess fate would have been cursed for eternity already. you maybe argue that fate plays some roles in life, and i agree la. but if we were to be manipulated by fate, then we would be doing stuff that dont require us to follow our values, principles, and heart. thus, i believe that to succeed in life, one has to grap the opportunities. thus, i've come to a conclusion:



" The ability to grap opportunities in life is also known as the ability to succeed in life. "



aiya dont know lar. lazy to think. when the time come, i will do whats neccessay. im so lazy. its true. but theres no cure for laziness. how i hope march come faster. im all ready to go ^.^V





and LOL i got lotsa red packets and enjoyed grandma's cookings indeed. okay, today(chu er), gonna be more outdoor i guess? and i wanna go frens hse to bai nian liao. pls invite me, ty.



okay, its golden pig year. i think being a pig is not too bad lar. eat a lot, sleep a lot, so cool. rofl =X so, i wish everyone turn into a pig this yr. and enjoy the life!


and once again, wth. i live in the night, and i roam the streets in the day. is sleeping really useless to me now? or i've found my energy source that w/o sleep, its fine. i wonder.. im just a mere human. T.T




oh wells. i've lived in the day, and in the night, experiencing diff lifestyles, knowing diff ppl, and doing diff things. now its time to be normal, i guess? so sayonara to the weird lifestyle im having now. LOL.

{/4:14 AM}

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